pozt026 - sephora
i met sephora in april '92, at the time she was
a lesbian prostitute, which meant she refused
to have have intercourse with male customers.
at the height of the aids scare this was regarded
as a respectable course of action. sephora had
very large bosoms and as a young man, having
just gone through a very painful puberty, they
this seemed very attractive. i thought she was
a free person, probably the freest person
i would ever get to know. in that very notion
however, was hidden a subtle amount of envy
because this woman, for me, was the embodiment
of the american dream. she had also owned this
spaghetti top, which prominently featured a
depiction of the star-spangled banner on its front.
it was an iron-on supplement in some magazine.
sephora once said to me in her grave voice, that
my life was in my own hands. i tried to focus on
the tone of her voice, while my hands were busy
trying to hide the erection that had shaped the
crotch area of my jeans into a rather awkward
bump.
i felt uneasy tweaking.
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pozt025 - a good nights sleep
i dreamt of two midgets
who also was clowns and they
was juggling hand grenades on the
edge of them balcony. it was so
touching for me. i got up and
and ate a banana.
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pozt024 - encounters
on the train i bumped into an old acquaintance
he was like a hardcore nazi skinhead when i last
saw him. turns out he is an accountant now. he
still wears dr. martens though. i bought a hotpocket
after that but threw it away and took a crap instead.
some things gotta give.
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pozt023 - famous quotes I
"is that da mountainz?"
-picasso (blue period)
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pozt022 - my dreams part 1
odb* reading all 6 volumes of prousts "rememberance of things past".
(*abbreviation for ol' dirty bastard, hip hop musician extraordinaire)
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pozt021 - favourite birthdays
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pozt020 - notes from mummy
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pozt019 - found drawings
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pozt018 - precious vacation memories
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pozt017 - crimes of passion I
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pozt016 - the birthday party
we had a pleazant party.
there waz cakez and firecrackerz.
there waz friendz i didnt know.
a kid(z) drowned az well.
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pozt015 - burd pit
burd pit iz the perfect zoldier.
he'z alzo a father and a charmer.
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pozt014 - deadbeat critizizm
i got critized
for the language
so i uzed a 2X4
banging it againzt
the ceilingz of
my temporal lobez
i came to a concluzion:
man and horse don't go
hand in hand.
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pozt013 - i am a renegade
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pozt012 - dead byrdz
on my way home from dialyziz
i got attacked by three byrdz
thei were probabli pregers
i teach them respect
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pozt011 - suicide note II
dry fruit
gazette
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pozt010 - impracticality of love
thiz women(z) tried to have sex intercourze wit me
i seid "NO" becuase "i think i'm emotionely involvdz wit this girl"
but "i havent told her so" (...)
(...) the women(z) then went wit the dood from behind the counter
thei meiby hed tremendous sex intercourze,
i drenk myself unconziouz.
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pozt009 - scary pictur(z) I
thiz iz a scary pictur(z)
thiz men in teh bakgroundz lurez teh children(z) wit
thiz pinata(z) but then doez something diffrentz (...)
(...) leik lookin at teh world through a door spy(z)
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pozt008 - mei otther frendz II
thiz iz mei frend patruck bishopz
he makez muzikz, which iz very much leik
the dood on teh rightz
they meibee relativz
yuu decidez!:
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pozt007 - mei otther frendz I
thiz iz mei frend from kkk
they iz alzo in a zong from ramonez
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pozt006 - headlez goat(e)
i findz thiiz goat(e) on e meedow
i shoootz it
i cut itz head off end photographz
i meid vegertarianz shoez wit itz skinz
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pozt005 - suicide note I
cottage cheese
three packs of cigarettes
pozt004 - me
i don't mind being the bezt.
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pozt003 - piktur(z)
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pozt002 - neighborz
we used to know this man
he would hose us in the summer
years later he died of aids
i was very paranoid that
he could have infected me
that maybe a drop of blood
had passed into my system
that i would die
this was 1994
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pozt001 - elephant
